can this be over please? 

i'm sorry but i don't care what year vermeer painted the letter. It's neat. I like to look at art. But art history stresses me out. 

i stand by just wanting today to never happen. 

and i can't seem to shake this feeling of tightness in my chest that just says: i'm so nervous and worried about everything!

and i hate that feeling. i had been doing so good at not letting myself get worked up... i'm worked up. 

if today can just end this weekend should be fun. 

i'll be out doing what i love with good people. 

deep breaths

one to the practice of being in the flow

one to the tears of the things we let go

one to the moment we live in right now

one to the east west north and south