I've been getting myself down for 50 little things

but it's really compensation for that 1 big thing;

remember when you broke my heart? 

At least I finally saw that

and can stop questioning myself and start questioning you. 

But I can't make it stop hurting-- this is really dragging on. 

These tears are proof I'm not ready for this

proof you may never see 

but as everyone I love runs off to be with the one they love

I can see that for now I'm better off alone.