I don't know what to do with my life!

 graduation = shit

I feel so blessed that the problem is that too many doors are open and I have too many options but at the same time-- I have too many options! gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

and, unconditional support for whatever i want to do; i don't even have a guilt trip to narrow my search. 

bah. 

i think that for now, the best option is going to be to 

1) go buy Australia and The West Side Story

2) sit on couch

3) squander my night in books about spanish fascism, popcorn, hugh jackman, and dancing puerto ricans. 

really i just don't see another way.