oregogo

it is not nice to have this feeling back in my stomach.
food and water don't state this hunger.

my mind knows what should be done but I want something else.

there are so many wonderful things happening around me right now, I don't know why I can't put this bit of my past behind me and just move on; my wants and desires should be able to adapt to a new location. intellectual satisfaction should be more satisfying to me and I have plenty of it right now.

but no.

so many thoughts are in my head, so many new ones and so many old ones-- my head is heavy.