good news, i have a new directive to keep me focused

[find and destroy the christmas cd my roommate just put on]

I didn't mean to scare you. I never do. I really thought it would alright. 

i just want to hold you-- i don't want to hold you down

i wish you would call

gahhhh see what all that stupid sleeping has done? 

it makes you dream

when you dream you don't think of how your heart is going to feel in the morning. 

there are reasons only people in relationships sleep in

you sleep in when there's someone to roll over to

someone to have sleepy sex with

some one real

not when it's only in your dreams. 

that's just bad news bares. 

i'm sticking to horses. 

that's what i know. 

that seems safe.