I've been sleeping! for two nights in a row I have slept in even. 

Although I don't really support letting myself spend so much time in my silly dreams-- it's just going to break my heart. 

Last night I got stuck in thinking mode and couldn't shake it, sorry kimi-- i spaced out big time. But we did make the executive decision to change my name, because people just don't remember it. We're thinking of Lucy. How many Lucy's do you know? it might work. I'm excited to know how Matt's story is going to end. 

I've just spent 4 very cold hours at the barn. 

My lesson kids dad was threatening to take my picture with me getting along with a little kid; it was kind of a kodak moment-- I had a horse in one hand and little Jillians hand in my other and we were walking up to the barn together. 

I can in fact still ride after wiping out yesterday off my horse; i jostled my hips pretty bad but I think the yoga saved me. we bit it big but he jumped great today. the barn drama continues, no matter how hard i try not to be involved in it. I'm a middle man. I don't want to confront anyone-- where am i going to get courage to do this?

i just want to play with ponies. 

now it's off to cim lab to try and do the SOA video, i hope it all works, i'm worried about the footage. 

i just stuffed the last of Aunt Karens cookies in my mouth-sad. those should last forever. 

working on a new song--but it's just the same old stuff. makes my heart quiet though