ouch-- ouch

I just put my baby up for sale online. 

That makes my heart hurt, but I don't know what else to do. He needs a home that I can't give him any more. 

But I don't really want to see him go. 

While all of my friends got through high school by having foiled relationships, or drugs and drinking, I was at the barn. With him. Those are some hard years and I could always go to the barn. 

But I want to do what's best for him and not be selfish. 

But he's not going to just anyone. 

If it's not a fit, he's going to stay with me-- no matter what.