pacific northwest

Coffee and toast season has come again too soon.

I need my perspective back--
my humility,
my gratitude,

I dug up all these old emotions again and am resentful of that process as much as I know it's helpful.

All the self pity does is mask the fact that I don't have inspiration right now;
and I'm looking to someone else to just give it to me or to latch onto their inspiration.

I don't know if that's a bad thing or not.
But wallowing is. Unless you're a pig in some mud.
Maybe I need to avoid the cob oven for a while-- I've had too much mud around me.

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